Thursday, April 30, 2009

Malam ini.

Malam apakah ini?Kenapa semua orang emo lebih?kenape semua orang macam tak tentu arah?Aku pelik.Aku dungu.Kenapa semua orang seolah olah melarikan diri dari aku.Ah,aku tak pedulik.Apa korang nak cakap,cakap lah.Aku memang jahat.So what?Kalau aku tak pedulik korang di lain hari,jangan salahkan aku.Blah tak tentu pasal.Tiba-tiba je ucap selamat malam.Aku tengah berusaha nak memahami.Kenapa malam ini sungguh palat?

Tiba-tiba,ada seseorang yang nak aku menelefonnya.Aku sungguh gembira.At last,ada orang yang tak emo berbicara dengan aku.Ya.Aku suka malam ini.Perbincangan kita tak seperti malam sebelumnya.Aku sayang sama kamu.Terima kasih kerana telah mengembalikan malam aku seperti sedia kala.Aku cintakan kamu.Tolong jangan biarkan malam aku sendirian lagi seperti malam bulan sebelumnya.

Aku sungguh gembira sekali.Akhirnya aku berjaya meluahkan isi hati aku kepada abg aku.Abg aku beri green light.Abg aku juga mempunyai masalah yang sama sepertiku.Aku ingin membawa si dia bertemu abg aku.Oh ya, abg aku juga memberi sedikit nasihat kepadaku.Itu kali pertama aku melihat dia seperti serius menasihatiku.Aku sayang sama kamu,abg.Sampai bila bila.

Malam ini memang sungguh palat.Sampai aku sekali palat.Tapi bukan kerana emo,kerana satu perasaan yang di namakan....

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Tag - tapi bukan aku punye.aku copy paste kawan ku punye~ :D

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
- seorang perempuan, bukan lelaki..

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
- bunyi aircond??

3. Mungkin saya patut:
- say i love u bb..

4. Saya suka :
- menggomoli..

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
- sorang kat BU sorang kat shahalam sorang lagi kat puchong kot..

6.Saya tak paham :
- kenapa soalan ni still tak paham..

7.Saya kehilangan :
- tahi hidung saye, tadi tercicir kat bawah kot.. " bibikkkk!! ade nampak taik idung saye tak??"

8.Ramai yang berkata :
- ala, semua org pun berkata2..

9.Makna nama saya :
- kebijaksanaan

10.Cinta itu adalah:
- saya baru mengenali cinta..

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
- menggali hidung..

12.Saya akan cuba :
- membuat soalan2 ini..

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
- ade org sedag SELAM yg bernama ANYA..

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
- mempunyai lebih dari satu ribu msg awek saye..

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
- check inbox msg yg bertajuk happiness, kalo si 'her' miss 
or forgot to send me sumthing i will be like this --->>> =|

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
- traffic jam..

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
- pesta tu ape??

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
- ikan dolpin

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
- didalam masa sebulan dua ini..

20.Hari ini :
- hari yg panas..

21.Malam ini saya akan :
- mencari2 si 'her'

22.Esok pula saya akan :
- merindui si 'her'

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
- si 'her'

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
- saye nampak si 'her'

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
- asalkan ade aircond..

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
- jepun pun best juga..

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
- gelap sebab saye ade mata kucing..

28.Makanan segera adalah :
- maggi, mee cintan, indomee..

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
- i love u..

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
- taknak..

Rindu.


Ku rindu si dia,
Kenapakah sebegitu indah rindu ini?
Sebelum ini tidak pernah ku rasakan,
Keindahan perasaan rindu ini.

by: ADMR

No Place Like London - OST Sweeney Todd



No Place Like London - OST Sweeney Todd

Anthony:
I have sailed the world, beheld it's wonders
From the Dardanelles
To the mountains of Peru, 
But there's no place like London—! 

Todd:
No, there's no place like London.


Todd:
You are young.
Life has been kind to you.
You will learn... 
There's a hole in the world
Like a great black pit
And the vermin of the world
Inhabit it
And it's morals aren't worth
What a pig could spit
And it goes by the name of London.
At the top of the hole
Sit the privileged few, 
Making mock of the vermin
In the lower zoo, 
Turning beauty into fi lth and greed.
I too
Have sailed the world and seen it's wonders, 
For the cruelty of men
Is as wondrous as Peru, 
But there's no place like London! 



Todd:
There was a barber and his wife, 
And she was beautiful.
A foolish barber and his wife.
She was his reason and his life, 
And she was beautiful.
And she was virtuous.
And he was—
Naive.
There was another man who saw
That she was beautiful, 
A pious vulture of the law, 
Who with a gesture of his claw
Removed the barber from his plate.
Th en there was nothing but to wait
And she would fall, 
So soft, 
So young, 
So lost, 
And oh, so beautiful! 



Todd:
Oh, that was many years ago…
I doubt if anyone would know.


Todd:
There's a hole in the world
Like a great black pit
And it's fi lled with people
Who are fi lled with shit
And the vermin of the world
Inhabit it..

Hot.

It was so damn hot tonight.And I miss you. :(

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Ocean Size Love - Leigh Nash


Ocean Size Love - Leigh Nash

I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of it leaves me too temptatious
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space, between us, is too pretentious
I see a light in front of me, as close as you can get
And the greater you will lead, as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry any more
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought that I'll be there is my protection
I see a light in front of me, a vision in my head
And I know this is as real, as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

You make no sound, but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends, like the sea, like you for me

And it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love
And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

Oh, oh...

Heartbeat - Annie


Heartbeat - Annie

There was a time 
Everybody was around and I was dancing with you
We all went down to the party Friday night 
And had a drink there or two
Oh what a heat
I feel love and heatbeat
It's electricity
Majestic sound, round and round and round, got you next to me

Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a symphony
Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a melody, come see

Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a symphony
Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a melody, come see

Time after time everybody came around
And I was dancing with you
Don't know your name,
Making me ashamed
To feel the way that I do
The lights went out 
Couldn't leave without you, this is the place to be
I won't forget
The greatest times I've had when I was dancing with you

Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a woman in love
Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a woman in love so high

Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a symphony
Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat
Like a melody, come see

Feel my heartbeat
Feel my heartbeat
Feel my heartbeat

There was a time when everybody was around and I was dancing with you
Don't know your name,
Making me ashamed
To feel the way that I do
The lights went out 
Couldn't leave without you, this is the place to be
I won't forget
The greatest times I've had when I was dancing with you

=) part II

Ngee~ Well.I am so happy today.hehe.Eventhough i know what makes me happy but i don't know wether it is right to feel happy for that.But seriously,i am happy.double Ngee~ no.not double..infinity Ngee~ haha :P

So,can't wait for the next chapter of my life.what is it? ;) Well,i have no idea what too.maybe me finishing my studies kot.haih.im tired of studying something that i don't like.i can't score high.

Fly away,infinity. :)

Silence.

When im silence,that means i know what is happening behind my back.Not when i ask something.When i ask,i have no idea what so ever happens behind my back so that is why i asked. :) Is that simple?But,i seldom ask questions.I seek for the answer by myself.Haha.So,beware of me.Sometimes,the answer is just in front of my eyes.God gives me the answer even without you realize it.And actually i love being like that.Knowing secrets without that person knows me knowing it.Hehe >:) Jahat kan? LOL. 

But you can still tell me stories about yourself to me.I love hearing it,so much. :)

Monday, April 27, 2009

Hurm..

Hurm.Today I made someone angry.Yeah.But I don't know why so I made that person angry.I know that person dislike me doing all those stuffs but I did it too.It is just that I couldn't stop doing it.I am me.This is me.I only did that to those who knows me well.Who believe in me.

I hope I could change to be better.But it is kinda hard to do so.It is not that im not trying.I do.But sometimes,it just slips.Hurm.Why am I so bad?Why I did not realize that?

/Slap myself.

Songs added.

xx Hey guys just a gentle reminder, I've added a playlist of songs in my blog here.No worries if you actually could listen to some songs when you are here.There is nothing wrong with your speakers.No worries. xx

Sieze the day - Avanged Sevenfold


Sieze the day - Avenged Sevenfold.

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? 
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where should we go? 
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? 
But girl, what if there is no eternal life? 

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, or kiss you lips again? 
I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me

(Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day)
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back hom

Sunday, April 26, 2009

=)

There's nothing that i could actually say rather then,yeah..I am happy with my life right now.At least some of it.I am happy because I actually got what I wanted.Although most of what I want,I did not get it but all I have to do is to be a little patience.That time will come eventually.As for me,it will come a little bit late as I am trying to learn here.I am in the process of learning right now.Learning on how to be more ME rather then me being someone else that I know.I don't want to be others.I don't want to be things that people has already be.I want to be different.I am different.

People say any kind of things to me.The bad ones.I don't care now.Yeah. :) 

I love you,my dear! :) 

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Extrovert

I did this one quiz from facebook and it says that im an extrovert.hehe :) Here's a little thing about extrovert that i took from giftedkids.about.com

"Most people believe that an extrovert is a person who is friendly and outgoing. While that may be true, that is not the true meaning of extroversion. Basically, an extrovert is a person who is energized by being around other people. This is the opposite of an introvert who is energized by being alone.

Extroverts tend to "fade" when alone and can easily become bored without other people around. When given the chance, an extrovert will talk with someone else rather than sit alone and think. In fact, extroverts tend to think as they speak, unlike introverts who are far more likely to think before they speak. Extroverts often think best when they are talking. Concepts just don't seem real to them unless they can talk about them; reflecting on them isn't enough. 

Extroverts enjoy social situations and even seek them out since they enjoy being around people. Their ability to make small talk makes them appear to be more socially adept than 
introverts (although introverts may have little difficulty talking to people they don't know if they can talk about concepts or issues). 

Extrovert behavior seems to be the standard in American society, which means that other behavior is judged against the ways an extrovert would behave. However, extroverted behavior is simply a manifestation of the way an extrovert interacts with the world. Extroverts are interested in and concerned with the external world."


So,judge me now! :)

Caramel the movie

I went to GSC last Friday and notice this one International Movie that caught my eye,Caramel.By the picture if the poster,I tought so it will be a great movie.I try to take a look at the poster but the writing seems so little and yes,i have long-sighted symptom but i have not wear any spectacles yet.my last one only lasts me for about 1 week.haha. :P Back to the story,Caramel.

here's the poster :



And this is the sypnopsis i got from Wikipedia:

"Caramel revolves around the intersecting lives of five Lebanese women. Layale (Nadine Labaki) works in a beauty salon in Beirut along with two other women, Nisrine (Yasmine Al Masri) and Rima (Joanna Moukarzel). Each one has a problem: Layale is stuck in a dead-end relationship with a married man; Nisrine is no longer a virgin but is set to be married and in the Arab world pre-marital sex is not accepted; Rima is attracted to women; Jamale (Gisèle Aouad), a regular customer and wannabe actress, is worried about getting old; Rose (Sihame Haddad), a tailor with a shop next to the salon, is an old woman who had devoted her life to taking care of her mentally unbalanced older sister Lili (Aziza Semaan), but has found her first love. The film doesn't refer to any of the political problems or recent warfare that has troubled Lebanon. Rather, Labaki's tale paints everyday people with everyday problems."

The nominations

The film is Lebanon's official submission to the 80th Academy Awards for Best Foreign Language Film.

Awards

  • Directors' Fortnight selection 2007.
  • San Sebastian Film Festival Youth Award 2007.
  • San Sebastian Film Festival TCM Audience Award 2007. 
  • San Sebastian Film Festival Sebastiane Award 2007. 
  • Abu Dhabi Black Pearl for Best Actress for Nadine Labaki, Yasmine Al Masri, Joanna Moukarzel, Gisele Aouad, Siham Haddad and Asiza Semaan during the Middle east International film festival 2007. 
  • Variety Middle East Filmmaker of the Year for Nadine Labaki during the Middle East International film festival 2007. 

Nominations

  • Best Feature film in Asia Pacific Screen Awards 2007. 
  • Achievement in Directing for Nadine Labaki in Asia Pacific Screen Awards 2007. 
  • Performance by an actress for Nadine Labaki, Yasmine Al Masri, Joanna Moukarzel, Gisele Aouad, Siham Haddad & Asiza Semaan in Asia Pacific Screen Awards 2007.

Seems interesting right?Well,i bet it is!Can't wait to watch it!Who's with me? :)

None of the above

What will you do when you are so damn bored?For me,yeah.I do THIS.blogging.haha.eventho i have no idea what so ever to jot down here.haha.It's Friday already.oh no.It's Saturday already.time pass us so damn fast.and i still have no idea what i did for the past week.Haihs.maybe been busy.

Well,I have been blogging since i know computer and internet.i used to have an account with www.a-teens.com. and from there,i do blogging as well.then after that my friendster.hurm.yeah.my old friendster account which the friendster itself deleted.duh.shit.why do they have to delete my account?I do have loadsa stories and memories inside that account.Duh.fuck friendster.

Then,I try to start blogging using xanga.but it didn't work because it's kinda hard to understand xanga.so,i switched to blogspot.yeah.blogspot is kinda easy to blog.i just need something easy to blog.that's all.because i just wanted to let this feelings out,expressing my feelings.that's all. :) So,i did start to blog using blogspot since last year.I hold up two accounts here.one is not for me tho,it's for someone else.not the 'other' me.please don't misunderstood that. ;) i just can't tell who.

Well,i've been reading about cars lately.from wikipedia and how stuff's works.I love cars.and I wanted to learn more about it.I don't want people to misjudge girls like me don't know about cars that much.just know the labels or the brand only,but not the thing inside the thing.understand me?No.well,it's ok.it's engine-near-ring. :P What am i blabbering about.haha.I have no idea.

Know what,I wanted to be a stewardess.but I don't have a clue what so ever how to jump into it.I hope so someone could at least tell me the dates of the interview.perhaps i could go.or...maybe a newscaster will do.I did try to apply using media prima's website but the email that they provide does not work.It will bounce back to me.Duh.Fuck man.Why when I wanted to do things that i really want to do,it will never let me too?Bad luck is it?haha.yeah actually i am a girl that is filled with bad luck.Well,maybe i'm trying VADS now.as a service center.When is my good luck charm will come?Time will tell.

Well,love ya loads. <3


Thursday, April 23, 2009

Been Busy..

I've been busy lately.With all the rapid changes in me.Yes.I changed.I think everybody change too.Very rapidly.I have no idea why tho.Maybe we have to change in order to grow up and be more mature then our own self past.That's my own perception.

And people who are angry with changes,maybe their changes are not that big or impact enough.I have met with those people.And I pity them.They dont want to change,perhaps.They just let their mind to be them.They do not want to improve themself to be better.But changes will never always be the good one.Sometime,it could be something bad too.But not always people will learn by just doing good things.They need to have the bad ones as well.For me,learning involves us doing something bad first and then we slowly change the bad into good.That is learning.Changing is learning,for me.I dont know yours.Do share with me how do you think learning takes place. :)

I love to change.but my personality will never change.maybe my appeareance,attitude and all that but my heart and soul will never.I will still be the same old grumpy (as Amin said to me,im grumpy) me. :)

Do not afraid of changes.Be prepared for it.Never back down when you have the opportunity to change.It is good eventhough you change to something not nice.It's ok.It's the learning process.
I'll be behind you if you are so damn gay afraid of changing. :)

Till then,adios!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Fashion Show ;)

I bet everyone wants to come to this fashion show.I know you will love it.haha.especially guys.Why so?It is because Triumph are going to do a fashion show this Friday at New Wing in One Utama.

How do I know?I just know ok.haha.No lah.Just now me went to One Utama with a friend.We were looking at the process of building the runway and places for the fashion show that will be starting this Friday.So,I asked my friend 'Bile fashion show ni nak start?Macam best gile je pentas dia sume.tak bleh skodeng langsung.tak macam euromoda aritu.haha.' Then my friend replied, 'Aku ada nampak aritu dia tulis ada tarikh dia sume.lama jugak aa dia buat macam sminggu macam tu aa'. So I was like,eager to know when,because i've seen fashion show at OU before and it was awesome!It is just like a party down there.and i wanted to see this one as well.

So,me and my friend did some checking on the dates.Surprisingly,the first day is this Friday.and yet another thing that caught my eye is that the fashion wear would be Triumph.Oho. >:) I was kinda shocked.Like how on earth that fashion show will be?haha.is it going to be just inner wear or maybe sleepwear only?hurm.

but then again,i saw there's this one day XIXILI will do a runway project as well.i was like Whoah~ hahaha. *even though im a girl,i do like want to see that show as well.haha.just want to know how it's being done* 

So,who's with me?OU this Friday.10am-10pm ;) it's a date.haha

ǝɯ ǝq ǝɯ ʇǝן ʇsnɾ

˙ǝɯ ǝq oʇ pǝʇuɐʍ ʇsnɾ ǝɯ ǝʞıן ןɹıƃ ɐ 
'ǝǝs ןןıʍ ʇɥƃıu ʎɹǝʌǝ sǝuıɥs ʇɐɥʇ uooɯ ǝɥʇ ɥƃnoɥʇ 
'ǝןqɐʇɔıpǝɹd ʇsoɯ puɐ ǝʌıʇɔǝɾqns ʎɹǝʌ sı ʇı sɐ 
'ǝʌoן uı ʇou ɯı ʎɐs ʇ,uɐɔ ʇsnɾ ı  

˙ןןǝʍ sɐ sǝıןıɯɐɟ puɐ 
'spuǝıɹɟ ʎɯ ɟo ןןɐ sʇɔǝɟɟɐ ǝɟıן ʎɯ uı pıp ı ʇɐɥʍ 
'ʇou ɯɐ ı ʇɐɥʇ ʇsnɾ sı ʇı
'ʇɔǝɟɹǝd ɯɐ ı ʍouʞ oʇ ǝןdoǝd pǝʇuɐʍ ɹǝʌǝu ı  

˙ǝɯ ʇsnɾ sı ǝq oʇ pǝʇuɐʍ ı ןןɐ 
'ןןɐ ɟo ssǝuıןƃn ʇsoɯ ǝɥʇ ǝq oʇ pǝʇuɐʍ ɹǝʌǝu ı 
'ןןɐ ɟo uosɹǝd ʇsǝpıdnʇs ʇsoɯ ǝɥʇ ǝq oʇ pǝʇuɐʍ ɹǝʌǝu ı

Ocne Dich - Rammstein

Ohne Dich - Rammstein

Ich werde in die Tannen gehen
Dahin wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen
Doch der Abend wirft ein Tuch aufs Land
und auf die Wege hinterm Waldesrand
Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht

Auf den Ästen in den Gräben
ist es nun still und ohne Leben
Und das Atmen fällt mir ach so schwer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht ohne dich

English Translation

I'm going to go into the fir trees
There where I last saw her
But the evening is throwing a cloth upon the land
and upon the ways behind the edge of the forest
And the forest it is so black and empty
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it

On the branches in the ditches
it's now silent and without life
And breathing becomes oh so hard for me
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it without you

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Tak bisa memilihmu - Sixth Sense


Tak bisa memilihmu - Sixth Sense

Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu, 
Dalam ruang dan waktu, 
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu, 
Resahku tanpa hadirmu, 
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya 

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah 
Darimu, Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku, 
Ku cintainya, 
Hatiku pun inginkannya, 
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu 

Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku 

C/O 
Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu 
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia 
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang 
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya... 

(Terhanyut jiwa ini, terjatuh dihatinya)

Memories.

I looked back at my previous years photos.oh how i changed so fast!i mean,the look..the way i dressed up and mostly everything.haha.take a look at it for your self :)



I used to be so dark.even my eyeliner only lasts 2-3 weeks. *murni*

I used to be skinny as well. :) *murni*

Yeah.I remember this.I love this white cute thingy. *alamanda*

I used to be kinda chubby as well. *home*

And I remember I love this picture so much.Up untill now. :) *Ilmu*

Mastura,me and fau :) *im mas's car*

At KLCC park :) *pain killers*

See my black nail.


I miss my hair ni~ :)

Like i said,I used to be skinny.

And kinda daring.haha :P

Oh gawd~ 

I am a bad girl.Always.

I just can't believe it.people like you exsits.you made troublesome to most people out there including me.What you said from your mouth it is different from how you act.And i hate that.yeah,i think you deserve to be treated by that crazy girl Ainn because you did the same to,to me.

At one point,i do love Ainn for treating you like that.so that you know how it feels to be me.Talking shits and then be good again.What the fuck man?and now you dont even wanted to see me and meet me and what so ever,oh okay.i respect that.and remember,i dont ask anything from you.you are the one who wanted to give me like everything you can afford.Oh yeah i know you are working right now and have so many cash.i bet you owe me for that job because i asked you to apply for that job.i asked you to recheck you FYP last sem and you were the one who passed.it was always about you,you and YOU.people will always see me as the 'Bad-Girl-Who-is-Trying-to-Ruined-Your-Life'.Oh yeah i did get that all the time.What the fuck?I want to live my life too.I just got my freedom this year and i know you know that.

Oh who cares,people will judge badly at me no matter what i say or what i do.Yeah.because you are the 'Angel' who gives everything to me but i just couldn't give back someting that you want.Yes.i am the bad girl.oh yeah judge me.To those who keep saying that to me,Thank You So Much.

Oh yeah and one thing,do i have to like...tell you EVERYTHING that i did,with whom,where i go and all?because you did not do that to me pun.why should i have to do that?But,why do i NEED to do that??since we broke up and you were just a friend to me.i did mention that a gazillion time though.i thought you were listening but sadly,no.

Oh another thing,why do you have to listen to those people who dosen't know anything?yeah,i know.you dont trust me.so,get you big ass up and go to hell.

JUST GO TO HELL MUTHAFAKA!

Friday, April 17, 2009

Yeah Rite~

You know i have wrote this one story about the world is not being fair enough for me.And yet it is still. :( Yeah,im always the bad luck ones.I hope I could get the good luck charm in the future,so that i could be alive again i guess.~

Yeah my FYP.I have to BS.Meaning that *Belum Selesai* or in english *not yet finish*. HAHA. I was given two choices.Either fail or BS.So wether i want it or not,I have to choose BS. *Qila,aku jumpe ko next sem.haha.jangan lupe cupcakes kite.Moh kerja moh!Carik duit lah* 

Oh yeah,I know someone has been stalking my blog right now.The pathetic girl who has two face. :) Hello girl.Sehat? HAHA.

Congrats to ALL my friends yang LULUS :) I hope my time comes next sem.Huh.another next sem for me then.

I know,im stupid.but graphic is just so NOT my thing.I have no passion in doing graphics anymore.Haih.World is unfair afterall.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Minimum Requirements for GM

MINIMUM STANDARD FOR GRAPHIC AND MULTIMEDIA UNIT
1. Category of project:
a. Courseware
b. Information Archive / Kiosk
c. Montage
d. Advertisement
e. Cartoon / Movie clips
f. Games
g. Image processing

2. Courseware:
a. Assessment (based on achievement)
i. One set
ii. Basic score – result of the assessment
iii. Not randomized
b. Based on learning model/theory
c. Narration
d. Site map

3. Information Archive (kiosk, encyclopedia and alike)
a. Must have one edited video
b. Site map
c. At least 20 screens of information – (8 lines maximum per screen).

4. Montage / Advertisement:
a. Duration: minimum 45 seconds
b. 50% modeling
c. 100% integration part

5. Cartoon / Movie Clips:
a. Must have a story
b. At least 90 seconds

6. Games
a. 2D
b. Some objectives to be met – example to win something, to arrive
somewhere, to kill a monster, to save someone.
c. Playable
d. Minimum of one level of difficulty
e. The graphics must be 100% original.
f. 50% Scripting part.

7. Image Processing
a. Application project - demonstrate ability to apply a series of image
processing algorithms (at least 6 different processing) to solve a
particular problem. Problem must have been addressed in at least 1
research papers. Must carry out experiment with at least 3 sample
41images with at least 1 objective or subjective evaluation. May use third
party image processing libraries such as Matlab.

b. Research project – demonstrate ability to code at least 1 latest image
processing algorithm (obtained from reserach papers) from scratch
(process image in pixel level). Literature review should include at least
5 research papers. Must carry out experiment with at least 10 sample
images with at least 1 objective or subjective evaluation. May use third
party image processing libraries such as Matlab.

General:
1. Meet 50% of the project objectives in project 1.
2. Must have the following multimedia building block:
a. Text
b. Image – 50% of the images must be created from scratch OR edited.
c. Sound
3. Opening montage / animated introduction
4. Interactivity
a. Basic navigation buttons
b. On/off audio button
5. Must have HELP content (menu).


P/S : I am in what kinda category,huh?Pening Pening~

Monday, April 13, 2009

O where can my heart be?

O where can my heart be?
The oceans deep inside,
or the sky up high?

O Where can my heart be?
The fields of roses,
or the poop that male disposes?

O where can my heart be?
The galaxy far away,
or the aurora that makes you sway?

O where can my heart be?
The music plays hard,
inside the birthday card?

O where can my heart be?

Oh How I Wish

*I typed this poem last year, January 12th 2008.*


oh how i wish i could be a little smarter.

oh how i wish i could be what i want to be.

oh how i wish i could own fast and expensive cars.

oh how i wish i could be earning my own money.

oh how i wish i could be an actor.

oh how i wish i could meet with Dato Siti in person.

oh how i wish i could have more sincere friends then the backstabber ones.

oh how i wish i could be famous.

oh how i wish i could be up in the sky.

oh how i wish i could be a stewardess.

oh how i wish i did'nt suffer from eczema.

oh how i wish i could meet with Dr Sheikh Muzaphar.

oh how i wish i am preety.

oh how i wish i could travel the world.

oh how i wish my life would be just like a movie 'A Walk to Remember'.

oh how i wish i could be the first woman to be an Angkasawan.

oh how i wish i could have more money.

oh how i wish i could have good grades.

oh how i wish i could help all the animals in the world.

oh how i wish i could change my life.

oh how i wish all my wishes could be true.

HAHA ;P

I want guys with nice arse please~ HAHA. 

This post has no meaning.Please,ignore the ignorance in me. 

And please,dont mind my language.I am like this.

And yes,I like boys with nice arse.If you know what i mean. ;P

Toodles. xx

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Parents day out

Fuh..today i woke up at around 12pm.Guling guling atas katil sampai 2pm.haha.Oh i love Sunday.Hari bermalasan. *Yeah.Saya memang pemalas.You've got a problem with that?NO?So,stop blabbering* When im taking my bath,my mum came and knock at my toilet door.I jerit la 'YAAAAAAA.MAU APAKAHHH???' haha...Then my mum asked me 'Cikna nak pi ISETAN dak?' I have nothing to say NO to window shopping.hehe so i say 'HAA.Nak.'

So,went to Suria KLCC.When entering the car park,it was already jammed with cars.but we are so damn lucky because the our route is silky smooth.haha.Managed to get a parking and then went to Suria's foodcourt to eat.I have no idea why my mum wants to go to ISETAN.We just went in and then out.What's that?What's the purpose of going to ISETAN at the first place.Haish....But nevermind.Suria's packed with people.Ugh.Hate people packers place.Wow.this could be the new tounge twister..people packers place.people packers place.aha :P Then,my mum couldn't stand it anymore so we went out from Suria.I thought we could actually head straight back home, but no.We went to Merciato at Plaza Damas.This time,my mum is actually looking for something.A mirror for our bathroom.The old one broke down and it is not my fault ok.But the mirror was not there.So,we end up buying our dinner food since it was raining heavily outside. *tot that boleh g pasar malam kat TTDI.but hujan lebat so end up buying food kat plaza damas.haihs* 

And finally i think i could head home but no.this time,my dad wants to go to IKANO.HAAAA??3 shopping malls in one day????my previous record was 2 i guess.this time is was 3!argh.Penat.Capekkkk~~ but still,i have to follow.haha.So,at IKANO my mum bought the mirror.at last.ugh.i want to go home...i want to go home~ 

Then,ya.at last.i went back home.And mandi,and then...typing this blog.instantly! ;) Yeah.baru teringat ada ice cream dalam peti ais.Baru beli just now.Yum yum.~ ;)

Jaa Ney~

Friday, April 10, 2009

Sorry for making your time worthless


Sorry for making your time worthless,
As it could be filled with something else important,
Like lavender scents and candles to lit.

But candle will melts and smell will fade.

But you'll remember me as the only one girl,
With pony necklace and a heart shaped crystal.



Sorry for making your time worthless.

Facebook Careers?

I saw this tiny link named Careers on the bottom left of Facebook.I clicked on it,just for fun.but..

Seems like im interested in joining.Haha.But it is far away from my homies. :( If only they were in Malaysia.Hehe.I'd be happy to join.

I love Facebook.



Ave Maria - Il Divo

Ave Maria! Vergin del ciel
sovrana di grazie e madre pia
che accogli ognor la fervente preghiera,
non negar a questo straziato mio cuor
tregua al suo dolor!
Sperduta l'almamia si prosta a te
e pien di speme si prosta ai tuoi piè,
t'invoca e attende che tu le dia
la pace che solo tu puoi donar
Ave Maria!
Ave Maria Gratia plena
Maria Gratia plena
Maria Gratia plena
Ave, ave dominus
Dominus tecum
Sperduta l'almamia si prosta a te
e pien di speme si prosta ai tuoi piè,
t'invoca e attende che tu le dia
la pace che solo tu puoi donar
Ave Maria!
Ave Maria Gratia plena
Ave, ave dominus
Ave Maria!

English translation

Hail Mary, maiden of heaven, sovreign of grace and Pious Mother accept every 
hour a fervent prayer.
Do not deny to my lost heart to tremble in its pain.
Lost, my soul turns to you and full of hope it prostrates itself at your feet.
It invokes and awaits for the beautiful peace that only You can give it.
Hail Mary, full of grace, Mary, full of grace 
Hail mother of the Lord.
The Lord be with thee. Thou (art) blessed amongst all women and blessed (are) men.
And blessed is the fruit of the womb, of thy womb Jesus.
Hail Mary!


P/S:It is not that im SO into this song.Just dont treat this song as a prayer or anything.I like the flow of the music only.and im not chanthing anyhthing when im posting this lyric.PLEASE DO NOT MISUNDERSTOOD ME.

I ...

I dont know why people misunderstood me for nothing.
Am I that bad?
Do i look like im a bad girl?
Or I have this emotional thingy happening to me that people hate me and then tends to misunderstood me?
Why me?



My hands are shaking and my head is spinning,
My heart is pounding and my lungs stop breathing,
Please let me breathe for a second,darling,
I need more air for me to be alive,
I need more time for me to be me,
I need you to understand what i did told you before,
Is it that hard to understand?
I need a room,a space right now.
I need MY TIME too.
After all those years i've been trembled into,
Now is the time i need to be free,
So please let me be free.
Please.
Please.
Please.

Dear A. *you know who you are,pathetic little girl*

A: U know what, i read risa's blog n now i dun kno which one i hate more. Is it her for makin u like dat, or u cuz ure so stupid.D FORGOD SAKE PLEASE PLEASE DUN FOOL YOURSELF ANYMRE. oh btw, im prepared 4 any curse dat u want 2 say 2 me. Cuz i kno damn well ur goin 2 back her up. Im sayin diz bcuz im a fren. Please just LEAVE.

Hello A.I think we've meet again.and for this time.i can see that you are still the one pathetic little girl who hasn't grow up yet.Haha.can u remember the word 'Pathetic' that i said to you from Facebook's message?You told me you are seeing someone and i told ya i know what is going on between you and D?Hurm hurm little girl,you are currently messing with some good people here.Good in the sense of 'I KNOW EVERYTHING' kinda thing.Understand,dolly?Well,i know you hate me but u told me you did not hate me.Oh girl,i know dear.No worries.You dont have to hide that one. ;) and u told me you had nothing,nada feelings for D right?but currently u send some stupid messages to D asking some stupid LOVE questions.Well,there goes your second pathetic word,dear.You are so pathetic.

Oh yes,this is from D. Please understand that eventhough I and D are not together anymore,but D WILL NEVER CHOOSE YOU to be D's partner or what-so-ever FOREVER.understand that dolly?

So,my work here is done i hope so.If there is anything that i could do,just drop by my blog.You can read everything here. ;) 

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Everybody's Changing - Keane


Everybody's Changing - Keane

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Cupcakes




I need cupcakes.Urgently needing cupcakes.

Changed

I've changed.and so does this blog.i know it is a bit messy.but i like it.so why should i care.know what,my life has been great so far. (yeah right~ great~hurm) thanks to my pain killer cupcakes *zati and dayan* for being there for me even if it's just for some time only.after this we could meetup again lah.yesterday was so short kan?ish~ 

Trust people?Now i have some problems with that.before this i used to trust anybody who is my friends.my now i dont think so i could do that anymore.and thank you to this one guy,you've changed my perception of trusting.oh ya.i dont trust you too, 'that guy'.

Know what,it is hard when you dont have your private life with you.first,your mum takes it away from you.and then now,your friend.a friend that you trust the most *before that thing happens* take your privacy life away.how do you feel when that happens?like shit and trying to avoide that friend right?and that is what im trying to do.

Time will tell. Love ya all!


Dayan, my painkiller. ;)

Zatie, my painkiller too. ;)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

The surah of my name, Al-Anfal


In Bahasa Malaysia

[1]
Mereka bertanya kepadamu (wahai Muhammad) tentang harta rampasan perang. Katakanlah: “Harta rampasan perang itu (terserah) bagi Allah dan bagi RasulNya (untuk menentukan pembahagiannya). Oleh itu, bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah dan perbaikilah keadaan perhubungan di antara kamu, serta taatlah kepada Allah dan RasulNya, jika betul kamu orang-orang yang beriman”.
[2]
Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman itu (yang sempurna imannya) ialah mereka yang apabila disebut nama Allah (dan sifat-sifatNya) gementarlah hati mereka; dan apabila dibacakan kepada mereka ayat-ayatNya, menjadikan mereka bertambah iman, dan kepada Tuhan mereka jualah mereka berserah.
[3]
Iaitu orang-orang yang mendirikan sembahyang dan yang mendermakan sebahagian dari apa yang Kami kurniakan kepada mereka.
[4]
Merekalah orang-orang yang beriman dengan sebenar-benarnya. Mereka akan mendapat pangkat-pangkat yang tinggi di sisi Tuhan mereka dan keampunan serta limpah kurnia yang mulia (di Syurga).
[5]
Sebagaimana (harta rampasan perang ditentukan pembahagiannya dengan kebenaran, maka) Tuhanmu (wahai Muhammad) mengeluarkanmu dari rumahmu (untuk pergi berperang) dengan kebenaran juga, sedang sebahagian dari orang-orang yang beriman itu (sebenarnya) tidak suka (turut berjuang).
[6]
Mereka membantahmu tentang kebenaran (berjihad) setelah nyata (kepada mereka kemenangan yang engkau janjikan), seolah-olah mereka dihalau kepada kematian, sedang mereka melihat (sebab-sebabnya).
[7]
Dan (ingatlah) ketika Allah menjanjikan kepada kamu salah satu dari dua angkatan, menjadi untuk kamu (menghadapinya), sedang kamu suka kiranya (angkatan perniagaan) bukan angkatan (perang) yang mempunyai kekuatan itu yang dijadikan untuk kamu (menghadapinya). Padahal Allah menghendaki untuk menetapkan yang benar (ugama Islam) dengan Kalimah-kalimahNya, dan untuk membinasakan kaum yang kafir seluruhnya;
[8]
Supaya Allah menegakkan yang benar itu dan menghapuskan yang salah (kufur dan syirik), sekalipun golongan (kafir musyrik) yang berdosa itu tidak menyukainya.
[9]
(Ingatlah) ketika kamu memohon pertolongan kepada tuhan kamu, lalu Ia perkenankan permohonan kamu (dengan firmanNya): “Sesungguhnya Aku akan membantu kamu dengan seribu (bala tentera) dari malaikat yang datang berturut-turut.
[10]
Dan Allah tidak menjadikan (bantuan malaikat) itu melainkan sebagai berita gembira dan supaya hati kamu tenang tenteram dengannya. Dan kemenangan itu pula hanyalah dari sisi Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.
[11]
(Ingatlah) ketika kamu diliputi perasaan mengantuk sebagai satu (pemberian) aman dari Allah (untuk menghapuskan kecemasan kamu). Dan (ingatlah ketika) Ia menurunkan kepada kamu hujan dari langit untuk mensucikan kamu dengannya dan menghapuskan dari kamu gangguan Syaitan, dan juga untuk menguatkan hati kamu dan menetapkan dengannya tapak pendirian (kamu di medan perjuangan).
[12]
(Ingatlah) ketika Tuhanmu wahyukan kepada malaikat: “Sesungguhnya Aku menyertai kamu (memberi pertolongan), maka tetapkanlah (hati) orang-orang yang beriman. Aku akan mengisi hati orang-orang yang kafir dengan perasaan gerun; oleh itu, pancunglah leher mereka (musuh) dan potonglah tiap-tiap anggota mereka”
[13]
(Perintah) yang demikian ialah kerana sesungguhnya mereka menentang Allah dan RasulNya; dan sesiapa yang menentang Allah dan RasulNya, maka sesungguhnya Allah Maha berat azab seksaNya.
[14]
Itulah (azab dunia) maka rasalah dia (hai orang-orang kafir). Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang kafir disediakan baginya azab neraka (di akhirat).
[15]
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Apabila kamu bertemu dengan orang-orang kafir yang sedang mara menyerang, maka janganlah kamu berpaling undur dari menentang mereka.
[16]
Dan sesiapa berpaling undur dari menentang mereka pada ketika itu - kecuali ia bergerak ke arah lain (untuk menjalankan tipu muslihat) peperangan, atau hendak menyatukan diri dengan pasukan yang lain - maka sesungguhnya ia tetaplah mendapat kemurkaan dari Allah, dan tempatnya ialah neraka jahanam; sedang neraka jahanam ialah seburuk-buruk tempat kembali.
[17]
Maka bukanlah kamu yang membunuh mereka, akan tetapi Allah jualah yang menyebabkan pembunuhan mereka. Dan bukanlah engkau (wahai Muhammad) yang melempar ketika engkau melempar, akan tetapi Allah jualah yang melempar (untuk membinasakan orang-orang kafir), dan untuk mengurniakan orang-orang yang beriman dengan pengurniaan yang baik (kemenangan) daripadaNya. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mendengar, lagi Maha Mengetahui.
[18]
Demikianlah (caranya nikmat yang dikurniakanNya kepada kamu), dan sesungguhnya Allah sentiasa melumpuhkan tipu daya orang-orang yang kafir.
[19]
Jika kamu (hai orang-orang musyrik) memohon supaya diberi kemenangan (bagi pihak yang benar) maka sesungguhnya kemenangan (yang kamu pohonkan) itu telah datang (dan disaksikan oleh) kamu; dan jika kamu berhenti (daripada memusuhi Nabi Muhammad, s.a.w) maka yang demikian amat baik bagi kamu, dan jika kamu kembali (memusuhinya), Kami juga kembali (menolongnya mengalahkan kamu); dan golongan (angkatan perang) kamu tidak sekali-kali akan dapat menyelamatkan kamu sedikitpun, sekalipun ia lebih ramai; dan (yang demikian itu adalah kerana) sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang-orang yang beriman.
[20]
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Taatlah kepada Allah dan RasulNya dan janganlah kamu berpaling daripadanya, sedang kamu mendengar (Al-Quran yang mewajibkan taatnya).
[21]
Dan janganlah kamu menjadi seperti orang-orang (kafir dan munafik) yang berkata: “Kami dengar”, padahal mereka tidak mendengar (tidak mahu menerima dan mematuhinya).
[22]
Sesungguhnya sejahat-jahat makhluk yang melata, pada sisi (hukum dan ketetapan) Allah, ialah orang-orang yang pekak lagi bisu, yang tidak mahu memahami sesuatupun (dengan akal fikirannya).
[23]
Dan kalaulah Allah mengetahui ada kebaikan pada mereka, tentulah Ia menjadikan mereka dapat mendengar; dan kalau Allah menjadikan mereka dapat mendengar juga (dengan keadaan yang demikian), nescaya mereka tidak menerimanya sambil memalingkan diri.
[24]
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman, sahut dan sambutlah seruan Allah dan seruan RasulNya apabila Ia menyeru kamu kepada perkara-perkara yang menjadikan kamu hidup sempurna; dan ketahuilah bahawa sesungguhnya Allah berkuasa mengubah atau menyekat di antara seseorang itu dengan (pekerjaan) hatinya, dan sesungguhnya kepadaNyalah kamu akan dihimpunkan.
[25]
Dan jagalah diri kamu daripada (berlakunya) dosa (yang membawa bala bencana) yang bukan sahaja akan menimpa orang-orang yang zalim di antara kamu secara khusus (tetapi akan menimpa kamu secara umum). Dan ketahuilah bahawa Allah Maha berat azab seksaNya.
[26]
Dan ingatlah ketika kamu sedikit bilangannya serta tertindas di bumi, kamu takut orang-orang menangkap dan melarikan kamu, maka Allah memberi kamu tempat bermustautin dan diperkuatkanNya kamu dengan pertolonganNya, serta dikurniakanNya kamu dari rezeki yang baik-baik, supaya kamu bersyukur.
[27]
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Janganlah kamu mengkhianati (amanah) Allah dan RasulNya, dan (janganlah) kamu mengkhianati amanah-amanah kamu, sedang kamu mengetahui (salahnya).
[28]
Dan ketahuilah bahawa harta benda kamu dan anak-anak kamu itu hanyalah menjadi ujian, dan sesungguhnya di sisi Allah jualah pahala yang besar.
[29]
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jika kamu bertaqwa kepada Allah, nescaya Ia mengadakan bagi kamu (petunjuk) yang membezakan antara yang benar dengan yang salah, dan menghapuskan kesalahan-kesalahan kamu, serta mengampunkan (dosa-dosa) kamu. Dan Allah (sememangnya) mempunyai limpah kurnia yang besar.
[30]
Dan ingatlah (wahai Muhammad), ketika orang-orang kafir musyrik (Makkah) menjalankan tipu daya terhadapmu untuk menahanmu, atau membunuhmu, atau mengusirmu. Mereka menjalankan tipu daya dan Allah menggagalkan tipu daya (mereka), kerana Allah sebaik-baik yang menggagalkan tipu daya.
[31]
Dan apabila dibacakan kepada mereka ayat-ayat Kami, mereka berkata: “Sesungguhnya kami telah mendengarnya. Kalau kami mahu, nescaya kami dapat mengatakan (kata-kata) seperti (Al-Quran) ini. (Al-Quran) ini tidak lain hanyalah cerita cerita dongeng orang-orang dahulu kala”.
[32]
Dan (ingatlah) ketika mereka (kaum musyrik Makkah) berkata: “Wahai tuhan kami! Jika betul (Al-Quran) itu ialah yang benar dari sisimu, maka hujanilah kami dengan batu dari langit, atau datangkanlah kepada kami azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya”.
[33]
Dan Allah tidak sekali-kali akan menyeksa mereka, sedang engkau (wahai Muhammad) ada di antara mereka; dan Allah tidak akan menyeksa mereka sedang mereka beristighfar (meminta ampun).
[34]
Dan mengapa mereka tidak patut diseksa oleh Allah, sedang mereka menyekat (orang-orang Islam) dari masjid Al-Haraam, padahal mereka bukanlah orang-orang yang berhak menguasainya (kerana mereka kafir musyrik)? Sebenarnya orang-orang yang berhak menguasainya hanyalah orang-orang yang bertaqwa, tetapi kebanyakan mereka tidak mengetahui.
[35]
Dan tiadalah sembahyang mereka di sisi Baitullah itu melainkan bersiul-siul dan bertepuk tangan. Oleh itu rasalah kamu (wahai orang kafir) akan azab seksa dengan sebab kekufuran kamu.
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Sesungguhnya orang-orang kafir yang selalu membelanjakan harta mereka untuk menghalangi (manusia) dari jalan Allah, maka mereka tetap membelanjakannya kemudian (harta yang dibelanjakan) itu menyebabkan penyesalan kepada mereka, tambahan pula mereka dikalahkan. Dan (ingatlah) orang-orang kafir itu (akhirnya) dihimpunkan dalam neraka jahanam.
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Kerana Allah hendak membezakan yang jahat (golongan yang ingkar) dari yang baik (golongan yang beriman), dan menjadikan (golongan) yang jahat itu setengahnya bersatu dengan setengahnya yang lain, lalu ditimbunkannya kesemuanya, serta dimasukkannya ke dalam neraka Jahanam. Mereka itulah orang-orang yang rugi.
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Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad) kepada orang-orang yang kafir itu, jika mereka berhenti (dari kekufurannya), nescaya akan diampunkan dosa mereka yang telah lalu, dan jika mereka kembali lagi (ingkar maka Kami akan menyeksa mereka), kerana sesungguhnya telah berlakulah kebinasaan orang-orang (yang kufur ingkar) dahulu kala.
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Dan perangilah mereka sehingga tidak ada lagi fitnah, dan (sehingga) menjadilah ugama itu seluruhnya (bebas) bagi Allah semata-mata. Kemudian jika mereka berhenti (dari kekufurannya dan gangguannya, nescaya mereka diberikan balasan yang baik) kerana sesungguhnya Allah Maha Melihat akan apa yang mereka kerjakan.
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Dan jika mereka berpaling (enggan beriman dan tidak berhenti daripada menceroboh) maka ketahuilah bahawasanya Allah Pelindung kamu; Dia lah sebaik-baik Pelindung dan sebaik-baik Penolong (yang menyelamatkan dan menjayakan kamu).
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Dan ketahuilah, bahawa apa sahaja yang kamu dapati sebagai harta rampasan perang, maka sesungguhnya satu perlimanya (dibahagikan) untuk (jalan) Allah, dan untuk RasulNya, dan untuk kerabat (Rasulullah), dan anak-anak yatim, dan orang-orang miskin, serta ibnus-sabil (orang musafir yang keputusan), jika kamu beriman kepada Allah dan kepada apa yang telah diturunkan oleh Kami (Allah) kepada hamba Kami (Muhammad) pada “Hari Al-Furqaan”, iaitu hari bertemunya dua angkatan tentera (Islam dan kafir, di medan perang Badar). Dan (ingatlah) Allah Maha Kuasa atas tiap-tiap sesuatu.
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(Iaitu) ketika kamu berada di tepi lembah yang dekat (ke Madinah) dan mereka (pihak musuh) berada di tepi lembah yang jauh (dari Madinah), sedang Kafilah (pembawa dagangan musuh) berada di tempat yang rendah dari tempat kamu (di tepi laut). Dan kalaulah kamu berjanji (dengan mereka mengenai peperangan itu) nescaya kamu akan berselisih pada menentukan harinya. Akan tetapi (pertemuan angkatan kamu dengan angkatan mereka yang tidak disangka-sangka itu) ialah supaya Allah melakukan suatu perkara (kemenangan Islam) yang telah ditetapkan berlakunya, iaitu supaya orang (kafir musyrik) yang binasa itu, binasa dengan keterangan (yang membuktikan kesalahannya), dan supaya orang (Islam) yang hidup itu, hidup dengan keterangan (yang membuktikan kebenarannya); kerana sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mendengar, lagi Maha Mengetahui.
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(Ingatlah wahai Muhammad) ketika Allah memperlihatkan mereka kepadamu dalam mimpimu sedikit bilangannya; dan kalaulah Ia perlihatkan mereka kepadamu ramai bilangannya, tentulah kamu akan merasa gerun dan tentulah kamu akan berbantah-bantahan dalam urusan (perang) itu. Akan tetapi Allah telah menyelamatkan kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui akan segala (isi hati) yang ada di dalam dada.
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Dan (ingatlah) ketika Kami memperlihatkan mereka kepada kamu (wahai umat Islam) semasa kamu bertemu dengan mereka: sedikit bilangannya pada pandangan mata kamu, dan kamu pula diperlihatkanNya: sedikit bilangannya pada pandangan mata mereka; kerana Allah hendak melakukan sesuatu perkara (kemenangan Islam) yang telah ditetapkan berlakunya. Dan (ingatlah) kepada Allah jualah dikembalikan segala urusan.
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Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Apabila kamu bertemu dengan sesuatu pasukan (musuh) maka hendaklah kamu tetap teguh menghadapinya, dan sebutlah serta ingatilah Allah (dengan doa) banyak-banyak, supaya kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).
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Dan taatlah kamu kepada Allah dan RasulNya, dan janganlah kamu berbantah-bantahan; kalau tidak nescaya kamu menjadi lemah semangat dan hilang kekuatan kamu, dan sabarlah (menghadapi segala kesukaran dengan cekal hati); sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang-orang yang sabar.
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Dan janganlah kamu menjadi seperti orang-orang yang keluar dari negerinya dengan berlagak sombong dan menunjuk-nunjuk (kekuatan mereka) kepada orang ramai (kerana hendak meminta dipuji), serta mereka pula menghalang manusia dari jalan Allah dan (ingatlah) Allah Maha Meliputi pengetahuanNya akan apa yang mereka kerjakan.
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Dan (ingatlah) ketika Syaitan memperhiaskan kepada mereka perbuatan mereka (yang salah itu, untuk dipandang elok dan diteruskan), serta menghasut mereka dengan berkata: “Pada hari ini tidak ada sesiapa pun dari umat manusia yang dapat mengalahkan kamu, dan sesungguhnya aku adalah pelindung dan penolong kamu”. Maka apabila kedua-dua puak (angkatan tentera Islam dan kafir musyrik) masing-masing kelihatan (berhadapan), Syaitan itu berundur ke belakang sambil berkata: “Aku berlepas diri dari kamu, kerana aku dapat melihat apa yang kamu tidak dapat melihatnya; sesungguhnya aku takut kepada Allah, dan Allah sangat berat azab seksaNya”.
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(Ingatlah) ketika orang-orang munafik dan orang-orang yang ada penyakit (syak) dalam hatinya berkata: “Orang-orang (Islam) itu telah diperdayakan oleh ugama mereka (sehingga mereka berani menentang kami yang lebih besar bilangannya)”. Dan (yang sebenarnya) sesiapa yang bertawakal kepada Allah (dengan sepenuh-penuh yakin, maka Allah akan menolongnya untuk mengalahkan musuh yang lebih besar bilangannya), kerana Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.
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Dan (amatlah ngerinya) kalau engkau melihat (wahai orang yang memandang), ketika malaikat mengambil nyawa orang-orang kafir dengan memukul muka dan belakang mereka (sambil berkata): “Rasalah kamu azab seksa neraka yang membakar”.
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(Azab seksa) yang demikian itu ialah disebabkan apa yang telah dilakukan oleh tangan kamu sendiri, kerana sesungguhnya Allah tidak sekali-kali berlaku zalim kepada hamba-hambaNya.
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(Keadaan orang-orang kafir itu) samalah seperti keadaan Firaun dan kaumnya serta orang-orang yang terdahulu dari mereka. Mereka kufur ingkar akan ayat-ayat Allah, lalu Allah menyeksa mereka dengan sebab dosa-dosa mereka. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Kuat, lagi Maha berat seksaNya.
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(Balasan) yang demikian itu, ialah kerana sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah sesuatu nikmat yang telah dikurniakanNya kepada sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka mengubah apa yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri. Dan (ingatlah) sesungguhnya Allah Maha mendengar, lagi Maha Mengetahui.
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(Keadaan mereka) samalah seperti keadaan Firaun dan kaumnya serta orang-orang yang terdahulu dari mereka. Mereka mendustakan ayat-ayat Tuhan mereka, lalu Kami binasakan mereka dengan sebab dosa-dosa mereka, dan Kami tenggelamkan Firaun serta pengikut-pengikutnya (di laut), kerana kesemuanya adalah orang-orang yang zalim.
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Sesungguhnya sejahat-jahat (makhluk) yang melata di sisi (hukum dan ketetapan) Allah ialah orang-orang yang kafir (yang degil dengan kekufurannya). Sebab itu mereka tidak (mahu) beriman.
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(Iaitu) orang-orang yang engkau telah mengikat perjanjian setia dengan mereka, kemudian mereka mencabuli perjanjian setianya pada tiap-tiap kali, sedang mereka tidak mahu memelihara dirinya (dari keaiban mencabuli perjanjian itu).
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Oleh itu, jika engkau menemui mereka dalam peperangan maka hancurkanlah mereka (supaya dengan itu) orang-orang yang di belakang mereka (gerun gentar); mudah-mudahan orang-orang itu pula beringat (insaf).
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Dan jika engkau mengetahui adanya perbuatan khianat dari sesuatu kaum (yang mengikat perjanjian setia denganmu) maka campakkanlah (perjanjian itu) kepada mereka dengan cara terus terang dan adil. Sesungguhnya Allah tidak suka kepada orang-orang yang khianat.
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Dan janganlah orang-orang yang kafir itu menyangka (bahawa) mereka telah terlepas (dari kekuasaan dan balasan Kami); sesungguhnya mereka tidak akan dapat melemahkan (kekuasaan Kami).
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Dan sediakanlah untuk menentang mereka (musuh yang menceroboh) segala jenis kekuatan yang dapat kamu sediakan dan dari pasukan-pasukan berkuda yang lengkap sedia, untuk menggerunkan dengan persediaan itu musuh Allah dan musuh kamu serta musuh-musuh yang lain dari mereka yang kamu tidak mengetahuinya; sedang Allah mengetahuinya. Dan apa sahaja yang kamu belanjakan pada jalan Allah akan disempurnakan balasannya kepada kamu, dan kamu tidak akan dianiaya.
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Dan jika mereka (pihak musuh) cenderung kepada perdamaian, maka engkau juga hendaklah cenderung kepadanya serta bertawakalah kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Ia Maha Mendengar, lagi Maha Mengetahui.
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Dan jika mereka bertujuan hendak menipumu, maka sesungguhnya cukuplah Allah (menjaga dan memberikan perlindungan) kepadamu. Dia lah yang menguatkanmu dengan pertolonganNya dan dengan (sokongan) orang-orang yang beriman.
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Dan (Dia lah) yang menyatu-padukan di antara hati mereka (yang beriman itu). Kalaulah engkau belanjakan segala (harta benda) yang ada di bumi, nescaya engkau tidak dapat juga menyatu-padukan di antara hati mereka, akan tetapi Allah telah menyatu-padukan di antara (hati) mereka. Sesungguhnya Ia Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.
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Wahai Nabi, cukuplah Allah menjadi Penolongmu, dan juga pengikut-pengikutmu dari orang-orang yang beriman.
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Wahai Nabi, peransangkanlah orang-orang yang beriman itu untuk berperang. Jika ada di antara kamu dua puluh yang sabar, nescaya mereka dapat menewaskan dua ratus orang (dari pihak musuh yang kafir itu); dan jika ada di antara kamu seratus orang, nescaya mereka dapat menewaskan seribu orang dari golongan yang kafir, disebabkan mereka (yang kafir itu) orang-orang yang tidak mengerti.
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Sekarang Allah telah meringankan daripada kamu (apa yang telah diwajibkan dahulu) kerana Ia mengetahui bahawa pada kamu ada kelemahan; oleh itu jika ada di antara kamu seratus orang yang sabar, nescaya mereka akan dapat menewaskan dua ratus orang; dan jika ada di antara kamu seribu orang, nescaya mereka dapat menewaskan dua ribu orang dengan izin Allah. Dan (ingatlah) Allah beserta orang-orang yang sabar.
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Tidaklah patut bagi seseorang Nabi mempunyai orang-orang tawanan sebelum ia dapat membunuh sebanyak-banyaknya di muka bumi. Kamu menghendaki harta benda dunia (yang tidak kekal), sedang Allah menghendaki (untuk kamu pahala) akhirat. Dan (ingatlah), Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.
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Kalaulah tidak (kerana) adanya ketetapan dari Allah yang telah terdahulu, tentulah kamu ditimpa azab seksa yang besar disebabkan (penebus diri) yang kamu ambil (dari orang-orang tawanan) itu.
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Maka makanlah dari apa yang kamu telah dapat (dalam peperangan) itu, sebagai benda yang halal lagi baik, serta bertaqwalah kepada Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani.
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Wahai Nabi, katakanlah kepada orang-orang tawanan yang ada dalam tangan kamu: “Jika Allah mengetahui ada kebaikan (iman) dalam hati kamu, nescaya Ia akan memberi kepada kamu (balasan) yang lebih baik daripada (harta benda penebus diri) yang telah diambil dari kamu, dan Ia akan mengampunkan dosa kamu; kerana Allah Maha Pengampun, lagi maha Mengasihani.
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Dan jika mereka (orang-orang tawanan itu) bertujuan hendak melakukan khianat kepadamu, maka sesungguhnya mereka telahpun melakukan khianat kepada Allah (dengan kekufuran mereka) sebelum itu, lalu Allah menjadikan (engkau) mengalahkan dan menundukkan mereka; kerana Allah Maha Mengetahui, lagi Maha Bijaksana.
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Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman dan berhijrah serta berjihad dengan harta benda dan jiwa mereka pada jalan Allah, dan orang-orang (Ansar) yang memberi tempat kediaman dan pertolongan (kepada orang-orang Islam yang berhijrah itu), mereka semuanya menjadi penyokong dan pembela antara satu dengan yang lain. Dan orang-orang yang beriman yang belum berhijrah, maka kamu tidak bertanggungjawab sedikitpun untuk membela mereka sehingga mereka berhijrah. Dan jika mereka meminta pertolongan kepada kamu dalam perkara (menentang musuh untuk membela) ugama, maka wajiblah kamu menolongnya, kecuali terhadap kaum yang ada perjanjian setia di antara kamu dengan mereka. Dan (ingatlah) Allah Maha Melihat akan apa yang kamu lakukan.
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Dan orang-orang yang kafir, setengahnya menjadi penyokong dan pembela bagi setengahnya yang lain. Jika kamu (wahai umat Islam) tidak menjalankan (dasar bantu-membantu sesama sendiri yang diperintahkan oleh Allah) itu, nescaya akan berlakulah fitnah (kekacauan) di muka bumi dan kerosakan yang besar.
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Dan orang-orang yang beriman dan berhijrah serta berjihad pada jalan Allah (untuk membela Islam), dan orang-orang (Ansar) yang memberi tempat kediaman dan pertolongan (kepada orang-orang Islam yang berhijrah itu), merekalah orang-orang yang beriman dengan sebenar-benarnya. Mereka beroleh keampunan dan limpah kurnia yang mulia.
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Dan orang-orang yang beriman sesudah itu, kemudian mereka berhijrah dan berjihad bersama-sama kamu, maka adalah mereka dari golongan kamu. Dalam pada itu, orang-orang yang mempunyai pertalian kerabat, setengahnya lebih berhak atas setengahnya yang (lain) menurut (hukum) Kitab Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui akan tiap-tiap sesuatu.