Sunday, November 21, 2010

Tunangan Orang.

Yippie! Harini best friend aku dah jadi tunangan orang. :) Syok nye tgk dia cantik2 glamour2 harini. Sambil kakak kembar dia yang jadi jurufoto dan juru bagi bunga telur. Sape yg tunang ni? Bukan aku ye, Aqilah si makcik sengal. ;p Selamat bertunang makcikk. Muahhhhhhhss!!

So nak diceritakan la, Qila ni aku kenal masa tu foundation kat Uniten. Dia senior aku satu sem sebab dia july intake dan aku november intake. Tapi umur ktorang sama je okeh cuma dia lahir lagi awal dari aku la. So, nak dijadikan cerita, dia sama group dengan aku untuk satu kelas ni la aku tak ingat kelas ape. Time tu aku tgk makcik ni kurus je jeles betul aku. hahaha. ;p Lepas tu free hair plak tu so aku ada geng la kan. Then, dah tukar no phone semua jadi la kawan. Memang gila otak makcik ni. Disebabkan ktorang amik IT sama2,so kebanyakkan kelas sama la. Tapi cuma yg memisahkan ktorang pada time last year kot. Time tu baru semua pisah, aku amik GM blaja GM la kan.

So nak dijadikan cerita, aku pernah housemate dengan makcik ni time last sem kot kalau tak silap aku la. Tapi sem2 sebelum tu pun macam je tak serumah tapi buat2 mcm serumah pun. Siap time world cup dia berkampung dalam bilik aku kat Murni tu sebab aku ada TV and dia nak tgk World cup team England ke sape tah la kan time tu. Siap aku ingat lagi dia beli biskut Chipsmore sebab nak card pemain2 bola antarabangsa tu. Dia punya la payah nak dapatkan card David Beckham. Beli asik dapat org lain je.hahaha. ;p Selalunya mmg ktorang akan sama-sama. Sebab tu la aku kata dia best friend aku time Uniten tu dulu. And time last sem tu, ktorang dalam satu apartment. Ape lagi memang havoc gila la!

Masa last sem tu, time tu aku bawak oven dari rumah. Sebab aku bawak oven dan time tu last sem, subjek pun tak banyak,ktorang memang kalau tak de kerja je dok buat dadih. Sampai penuh tapuware2 orang kita kutip nak letak dadih tu. haha. Lepas tu tersusun rapi je atas meja study kat luar bilik. HAHA. Memang nasib baik tak de sape yg pakai meja study tu. Kalau tak menyumpah la aku rasa housemate lagi 2 org tu. Kahkahkah. Best gila. Cerita pasal masak memasak ni, memang best satu lagi insiden nak masak kek/biskut sampai oven terbakar. HAHA. Biskut dalam oven tu terbakar dan keluar api okeh. hahahahaha. Memang serious takut gila time tu. Takut ter trip and terbakar satu apartment kang tak pasal2. Tapi macam biasa ktorang gunakan kepandaian ktorang time tu dan lastly bleh jgk guna oven tu. ;p

Time sem last ni jugak la ktorang bela sekor kucing nama Toffee. Time tu kucing ni sakit gila and ktorang bela dalam apartment ktorang. Tak kasi keluar langsung sebab takut nanti jadi macam kucing2 yang lain macam mawi la,tam la banyak lagi la. So kali ni ktorang bela dalam rumah. Lepas tu, dapat plak kucing ni sakit gila. Asik cirit je dalam cage. Ape lagi satu hari tu ktorang bwk dia g jumpa vet kat UPM. Mau kena rm200+ untuk ubat. Toffee plak kena kuarantine duduk kat vet tu beberapa hari. Skang toffee ada kat Qila, dia jagakan. :D

Memang banyak kenangan time 4 tahun aku dengan minah ni. Pergi buat Event kelas agama sama2 kat pusat kanak-kanak HIV, then sahur sama-sama. Memang best gila la. Aku ingat lagi makcik, yang kita nak cari burger sampai ke Bangi tu tak de. Pelik betul time tu burger tak de. Kalau hari biasa ada je burger. Sampai ke Bangi lepas tu kita makan je kat Mamak kat bangi tu. HAHA. Then cari ke Ramal sana. Ada burger depan 7E tu. Beli je la walaupun segan sebab orang yg jaga tu laki.hahaha. Serious makcik, syok gila housemate dengan ko. Time aku jadi Ketua Penerbitan, time kita buat rumah hantu tu, time diskusi2 yang panasssss untuk Biro Penerbitan, semua syok gila. Memang aku tak menyesal kenal ko.

Aku harap persahabatan kita sampai bila2 kekalnya. :) Jangan lupa jemput aku time kawin nanti. Haha. ;p

 

Selamat bertunang, Aqilah! :)

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Friday, November 19, 2010

Blog = Life

This blog has become my life now. I mean, I rather talk about myself and my love and families than friends. I used to write about my happiness and sadness through this blog and now i feel like only post something useful and nice. I mean, all about me and myself. If you are tired of reading about moi, just get the hell outta my blog. :)

Well, i love to think deep. Deep until i have this some sort of a brain freeze because of thinking too much. Haha. I love to predict what is going to happen in the near future and be prepared for it. My predictions are sometimes right.

My friend is getting engaged this Sunday! I am so very excited about this matter! Can’t wait to take pictures a lot! i mean a lot! :) And just can’t wait how beautiful my best friend would be on the day. Qila, aku dapat jugak g hari tunang ko weh! Setelah duri ranjau semua. lol. Jumpe hari Ahad nanti. :)

As for tomorrow, i have this RA event going on at One Utama. Hope to see my RA mates, Syu and Esmael and Zain and Joshua and more! RA is back again! For more information regarding this event please click here –> Hide and Seek – RA . Come and join us! I’ll be one of the volunteers! Bring your kids and blankets together. :) I’d be FUN i tell ya!

Well, yesterday i told Irfan about the concept of kiosk that i want to open later. It’s a food kiosk (food is the best thing to sell and make profits from). But i am so sure that this food has never been commercialize yet here in Malaysia. I have the concept inside my mind and will have it on sketch later. Then after that what? I don’t know yet. Maybe this is just a dream. Or might be selling the idea to someone. :) Believe me, it’s something that you’ll never ever seen in Malaysia YET. :)

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Thinkplus Langkawi. 11-13 November.

My current office made this three days and two nights training cum holidays at Langkawi. We borded Firefly on Thursday morning, ETD 11.00am and ETA 12.00pm. Once upon arrival,  we were brought straight to our hotel, Sunset Beach at Pantai Tengah cum Pantai Cenang. :) It was my first holiday with my best friends and also Irfan (amik kesempatan skit la ;p )

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Upon arrival at the hotel, the receptionist make every each and one of us wear a flower. Like inside these pictures. Look at Hidayat. He thinks he can kiss my bf. I’m watching you Hidayat~~ :p And that is me and my bff, my pain killer, my friend who never betray me, Izzati. This is her last trip with Thinkplus as she’s going to NSTP on 15th November. ;) Good Luck my dear. You’ll be happy there. <3

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Then, when we had our room keys (me,izzati and cheyah are in one room. No.28), we just lay down and have some rest as the training will be starting at 4pm. The meeting of the training is at the beach. Okay i have to buy some sun block as i don’t have one. So, went shopping with Irfan, buying some sun block and yeah, i forgot to pack my toothbrush so bought it there too. Just at the nearest shop to out hotel. Went back to our rooms and relax.

As for the first day and first activities, we went to the beach and Cheyah has already prepared some fun sports for us to play. Since we are at the beach, one of our activities are building sand castle. My team which consists of me,Shazrin,Yom and Fathiyah build an igloo sand castle. It was fun! It was actually my first sand castle. Well, i just help building the defense wall. HAHA. ;p The next soprts are picking marbles using chopsticks and the third one is blowing balloons until it pops up. I hate balloons and I am seriously in phobia with it. Next is Dr. Nor’s training session. She split us all into two teams, mine is team B. And we are actually two different companies, compete with each other. Among our group mates, we have to appoint one CEO, one CFO and one CMO and think of a group name and group strategy if we were given rm100,000.00. Think of what we can do among the beach of Pantai Tengah if we were given that much amount of money. :) My group CEO was Nadheera, CFO was Haizan and CMO was Min.After all the training sessions and fun session, it is time for us to get clean for dinner time. We had our dinner at Aseania’s restaurant. After dinner, we went for a tour of Langkawi from Pantai Cenang to Pekan Kuah. It was a very bad rainy day but we all survived. :) We had fun. Seriously i had fun too. Irfan drove a manual van. No one would ever believe. ;p

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The next day which is Friday is the t  our day for us. We went for our Cable Car ride and also to Gamat and Batik factory. This would be my 3rd time riding that damn cable car. Now i know the secret on how to not to be scared. :) Next time, it will be just me and Irfan riding on that cable car. Once we were up there, I managed to go to the ‘titi gantung of 180 degrees. It was fun! :) After Cable Car, we went for lunch at a restaurant near Padang Matsirat and then went back to Sunset Beach. The next training session will be at 4.30pm. We arrived at the hotel after we ate our lunch is around 3.30pm. We got one hour to rest. Then, once 4.30pm, we had to assemble at the diner, near the beach for group work. We had to sing 4 songs,each must be in different languages and must explain why we choose that song. My group sang Billionaire,Habibi,Mirai,Habibi,Regresa mi,Habibi and then I Belive I can Fly and the lastly Cuti-cuti Malaysia. Just medley.We have so much fun out there. After the singing session, we had our free time. So we went to the beach. :) I have some unforgettable exp here at the beach. Seriously phobia of waves now. haha. ;p Well, some bad thing happens, Asyraf dislocated his shoulder and need to be rushed to the hospital immediately that day. So, our night training was slightly being postponed. The night training is about dramas or sketches. Each groups need to perform one drama about what they had think of doing at the beach if they were given rm100k. My group is a little chaos because of Asyraf’s not feeling so well and Haizan’s can’t make it too our last minute meeting. But i think we did great, i am being so damn spontaneous at that time. Seriously. No dialogs, no practices it is just impromptu. After the training session ended, we went to Reggae Bar to celebrate Shahrom’s and cheyah’s Bachelor and Bachelorette party. Me and Irfan went on a little late as we went for a walk around Pantai Cenang. :)  After the party, we went back and sleep.

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Third day, it was our last day actually, so had some free time so all of us decided to do Mangrove activities. We went to Kilim river and went to Mangrove. It was fun! I never had this type of experience when i was in Langkawi. I have so much fun watching the nature doing it’s part. Love it. We borded Air Asia to KL. My first time borded AK flight. As I am seriously tired, I don’t even bother to pay attention to anything. I ate sandwiches and Krispy Kreme doughnuts on board.

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I arrived home around 10pm. It was very tiring but I love every bits and parts of it.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Only GOD knows why.

If you can’t be fair, just don’t be in any relationships. I mean, if you are one sided person, just stay at home and play with yourself. I just don’t understand some people that just can’t be fair to others. Always wanted others to say things that they wanted first then only they can get what they wanted.

I really need someone who can make surprises to me. Good ones. The one that i will like it. Not the kind of i can’t do this with you today surprises. Read this lyrics below and you’ll understand how i feel. Adios.

 

Only God Knows Why
by Kid Rock


I've been sittin' here Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills It helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am
Outstretched hands and one night stands Still I can't find love
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
People don't know bout the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone far way too long
Maybe I forgot all the things I've missed
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times And I still stand firm
You get what you put in And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep on walking With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
Only God.....Only God
Only God knows why
Only God....knows....why, why, why oh only God knows why
Take me to the river eh
Wont you Take me to the river, hey hey heyeah

 

Pretty shitty? Yeah. I might need a therapist if you want me to continue with my life. I need some pretty things in my life back. I need my old life back. But my old like would be my life without you. I don’t know if it’s sucks or not. What’d think?

I miss you, I miss us and I miss myself.

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Monday, November 8, 2010

Nak pergi jauh.

Dalam beberapa harini, aku rasa yang aku akan pergi jaaauh je tak lama lagi. Tak tau la jauh tu jauh mana. London ke,USA ke. Tapi aku dapat rasa la. Ntah la. Tak de la rasa takut ke ape ke, tapi itu la yg aku dapat rasakan. Hari khamis ni aku nak g Langkawi dgn officemates semua. Ada trip. Harap2 itu je la kot perasaan yg nak pergi jauh tu. :)

Tapi kalaupun aku dah tak ada kat dunia ni lagi, aku rasa ramai je kot yg tak kisah or even akan happy. ;p Tau-tau je lah sape korang2 tu ye. Aku rasa semua org kot. Yg ikhlas akan sedih aku tak de pun maybe family-family aku. Ada ke lagi yg akan sedih? ;p Orang yg benci aku tak mungkin la kan akan sedih. Tak pe lah. Sedih ke tak, aku nak bayar semua hutang aku dulu sebelum aku tak de kat dunia ni dah. Aku ingat aku ada hutang sorang kawan aku ni tak bayar-bayar lagi. Sorry. Insyaallah, kalau aku ada duit lebih aku bayar. Aku mintak maaf sangat. Dah lama tak bayar hutang ko. Nak dekat setahun lebih. Aku masih ingat lagi nilai dia. Jangan risau. :)

So,kalau aku dah tak de kat dunia ni, aku nak jasad aku ditanam kat tanah perkuburan Kota Damansara. Ada sebab nya lah aku nak di tanam kat sana. Harap-harap dapat dimakbulkan. Aku kalau boleh nak meninggalkat rumah yg aku duduk skarang ni. Sebab dah lama sangat aku tinggal kat sini. Tapi kalau umur aku panjang, aku tak kisah lah sangat. Weird. Aku tulis pasal kematian diri sendiri dalam blog. Seriously weird.

Bila Izrail, datang memanggil..

Jasad terkubur dipembaringan..“

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Chance.

I think i MUST take chances and give other peoples chances too. Give then chances for them to change, for them to become what they had or want to become. Give them time to PROVE that they are doing the best that they can. I am a very judgmental person. I mean, not to all but mostly to my Irfan. I judge him towards the bad ones and did not realize that he is struggling his best to give me the best that he can. He is sort of my ‘Kekasih Gelap’ when he’s not around or can’t be around me. Maybe that is his way of showing me his LOVE. I always neglected thing that he did for me. So now i will give him the chances that he wants to show is true colors. 

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Yesterday was a very tiring day for both of us but in a very good way. :) My friends from Singapore, Mala and Su came by to Malaysia and we met at Pavilion. We took photos and being crazy around Bukit Bintang. It was a great day!

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* Beautiful *

Friday, November 5, 2010

There’s this girl…

I am currently addicted to this song ‘This Girl’ by Laza Morgan. It’s actually a soundtrack from Step Up 3D. :) Have you guys seen that movie? It was quite a long time ago. During Ramadhan time. I watched 3D and get dizzy. HAHA. Because we can’t eat or drinks during Ramadhan and watching 3D some more, stressing the eyes.

I will upload the song on my tumblr page. Together with the lyrics of this song. =)

Okay, out of the topic. I love shisha now. Like, I can do it everyday. Without getting dizzy or high or what so ever. Mid sharing with me the best shisha place in town besids RASTA and CASTLE jalan Damai? =) Hartamas Square is now closed. I dont know where the heck they moved but i dont think so they’d built a new place for Hartamas Square. Oh i miss that place. I miss the Rosti there and also mee wantan and also shisha. Oh~ My my. =(

Well, starting on the 20th, I have to work hard. Very very hard. And sadly to say I can’t attend my best friend’s engagement. Sigh. :(

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Sayang, nak kasut ni? ;p

I am in need of shoes. High heels please. Recently my friend did mention about Cristian Louboutin shoes. I have heard about this brand of shoes before and have seen most of it at award shows in USofA. The shoes are more to like work shoes. I love work shoes with high heels. Like this one.

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I looooooooooooooove the color!!!!!! Fusion Pink with little lace decorations. Love love love love this shoe! But obviously at Malaysia it is REALLY REALLY expensive. Oh. I wish I can buy this shoe.

Sayang, nak kasut ni? ;p