Do not ever be way to rebellious all girls and boys. It will eat you out and you will always have that regret feelings towards you. You will carry that burden forever in your life. Like me, I did the same exact thing like what you did way before and it is hard to say this but I do regret.
Well, learn how to live. Living is not as easy as you can see. Yeah, it is pretty much easy when we are just the one being pampered all the time. What you want is what you get. But life is not always like that. I do not want to blame you or anything. I know how it feels to grow up. You’ll be matured when the time comes. It will flow and grow with you inside.
I just want to say that, don’t ever be a rebellious person. I have been there, I have done that and it sickened me up until now.
Try to just live your life as your age please.