Hello friends. How have you been doing lately? I am extremely fine. On the outside, people might think i am super fine. On the inside, sometimes i am not. But now, yes i can say i am fine.
I am suppose to go to sleep now but i cant. It's been a while since i last posted about things that happened in my life. Not that i do not want to share but the focus of this blog has changed a bit. It is no longer just about my personal stories. I shared mostly on beauty products which i bought and tested or which was given to me for a review. From that point of view, i can say that i am lucky to become a sort of beauty blogger. I have been blogging my whole life. Since i knew what internet was and what is blogger, xanga, wordpress, tumbler, friendster, myspace and etc. Blogging is my passion. I love to tell stories about things in life that is happening to me.
In the past, before i knew about beauty bloggers, i rant, i blogged about what ever i want to. Now, as i grew older and a bit wiser, i can say that all of that has gotten lesser and lesser. It is not that i could not care less. I still do care. I still do want to rant in my blog but i do not want to hurt anyone's feelings. So, by just writing gibberish stuff like this could make me calm a bit.
Well, the real intention of this blog entry is to tell you how human changed. You can't expect people to treat you the same way as they did in the past. I know that. Just that i might want that to happen. Probably i am selfish for saying these kind of stuffs but hey, people do compare. They want to see you do more than what you did in the past. But, to ask someone to become their past is just ridiculous. I cant become what i have been in the past cause my past sucks. I am not who i am in the past so i dont want to be her.
Now that i have said what i want to say, i think it's time for me to say goodnight. I see you all soon in the morning.