Sometimes i feel like dying,but other times...

I dont know why people misjudge me just because i did something wrong in front of their eyes.but they never see the inner problems that i've been kept inside all of my life.they dont even know me to judge me like that.but know what,i dont care at all.that's the best part in me i guess.that is why i still love myself and im not dying yet.haha.

you can say anything about me.bad or good.i dont care.because anything that you said to me is totally not true unless,you really-really know me like MY friends.

btw, i love my friends so much. :)

Back Home

Im at home.quite bored but at least i can have a rest and watch my faves channel.hehe.

I'll be updating the pics that i took before my last goodbye to Murni.

The rules

Tempat kucing2 tido. Dadih,Bandung n Milo.

My level,3.

From the balcony.

The kitchen where me and Qila baked our cupcakes. *memories*

The place where meggi mee is being done.supper time.

My room,1 and Qila's room,2.

The final packing. *sob sob*

Things.

kadang-kadang..

kadang-kadang hidup ni mmg tak adil kan?
Tapi macam selalu je tak adil utk aku..

Cupcakes

Im trying to sell my cupcakes ni.but i dont know where is the market and also how to sell.haha.I've made a lot and i think i have found the right way to actually made it taste good.IF any of you wanted to taste it,just msg me here in my blog and i will give you the taseter.hehe.bisnes la konon.LOL.

Right now,i only made vanilla.before this i used to made butter cupcakes but i think it's not as good as vanilla.So,i decided to make vanilla cakes from now on.chocolate will be made later.

Here are some of the cupcakes pictures that i've made.I know mastura's and salina's ones are not that tasty because that's the first time i'm using that flour.so,forgive me mas and i hope you will taste the vanilla ones.it's better.hehe.

This is Royal Icing

This is Butter Icing

This is Butter Icing

Butter Icing.First time attempt. :) A box of 8 pieces.

Dari sini ke bintang-bintang

Farah Asykin - Dari Sini Ke Bintang-Bintang (OST Sutera Maya)

Kita dewasa di sini
Kita belajar berdiri
Atas dua kaki sendiri

Tapi kini kau ingin bulan
Aku pula impikan bintang
Mampukah sanggupkah tempat ini
Bersama kita tinggalkan

Dari sini ke bintang-bintang
Perjalanannya sungguh panjang
Biar berat kaki melangkah pergi
Genggamlah tanganku ini

Pastikan terasa rindu
Pada rakan yang dahulu
Menghidupkan kau dan aku

Ku simpankan semua kenangan
Mereka yang paling ku sayang
Mampukah mungkinkah kita kembali
Bersama kegemilangan

Ayah dan ibu berilah restumu
Carilah namaku
Kan ku tuliskan di langit biru

Mat rempits and other stupid people.

Have you ever try to figure out what they are thinking of?They as in 'Mat Rempit'. I dont have a clue about what they have in mind.I bet it is not about money or being successful or even about politics.Maybe it is about bohsia or girls or aweks.so pathetic those people.

No future people.haha.(orang yang tak de masa depan).bila nak berubah?bila nak sedar yang korang tu kosong.

The recently me..

Ada orang kat blakang aku tu.Sape pandai teka la sape.aha.

Bulu mata palsu.Haha.Aku tak reti pakai~

Bulu mata palsu lagi.gaga.

Karekter Shima,setiausaha Medina.

Sama la..karakter Shima.haha

Recently, I took some pictures of myself.A lot.But just wanna share to all of ya a portion of it. :D

What my house must have...

• A big aquarium.very big.
• A garage for my lovely cars.
• A very big entrance door.
• A TV room.oh no no.A small theater room.Just like the Gold Class in GSC.
• A very big kitchen and a workbench for my bakery stuff.
• A zoo.I want to have cats,birds,zebras,monkeys,dogs(if possible) etc.
• A muzium of me and family and friends.

and many more to come. ;)

My Wishlist

I have created my latest wishlist..I hope that i could get at least ALL of the things inside the list.ahah...

1. A must have Ferarri car. I must have it and i will have it
2. SmartForTwo car
3. DSLR
4. Bakery things [oven etc.]
5. Meet Ivanka Trump [she's beautiful and intelligent]
6. Have more money then i could ever think of
7. Be beautiful

Happy Birthday Mas!! :D

I celebrated Mas birthday at the Traders Hotel altogether with Fau,Kat,Intan,Acai,Mirza and of course Denel.The food was awesome!I had sirloin beef (200g) well done cooked,with a black pepper sauce.The side dishes were mashed potatoes and stuffed potatoes.Yummy.Then,we went to Sky Bar,level 33 at the same hotel.We just sat there,have a drink and took pictures.We could actually see the twin tower from up there. :D oh ya,i baked cupcakes for her birthday present.I hope it tasted good.

Birthday Girl.Mastura.

The 5 of us. = )

KLCC view.

Dinner food.Sirloin grill with mashed potatoes.

The cuppies! :)

Kenape kan....

Kenape hidup aku macam palat?sebab aku ni macam palat ke pe?aku benci sangat orang yang tak faham ape yang aku cakap.ape yang aku tak suka semua lah.privasi aku semua kenape nak kacau?aku manusia jgk.ada hak aku jugak.
apesal kau macam setan je perangai?muka depan nampak baik,tapi asal nya hati kau lagi keras dari aku,lagi hitam dari aku.aku tak suka orang macam kau ni.menyusahkan hidup aku.memang kalau ada la orang macam kau lagi,aku akan buang kat loji taik tu.biar mampos.sebab nye,orang macam kau ni,menyusahkan dengan lakonan kau tu.hipokrit sejati,itulah kau!
aku benci dengan cara hidup kau,aku benci dengan perilaku kau,aku benci semua tentang kau.yang tak faham2 dengan ape yang aku dah bagitau kat kau.aku tak suka,maknanya aku tak suka.kalau kau nak paksa2 aku jugak,sorry beb,memang tak akan dapat.aku keras hati,tapi kau tu busuk hati.
g mampos la kau.aku benci kau.

I hate those people...

I hate those people who -

• Do not understand Bahasa Malaysia,English and even body or sign languages.
• Plays with someone's heart and then let go.
• Thinks he/she is good enough and be big headed.
• Can't be truth to themselves and people around them.
• Loves to seek truth by following their heart.
• Thinks that love is just like a game.
• Wants more then they deserve to have.
• Likes to bother others life and ruin it.
• In love but afraid to show it.
• Thinks that illegal racing is cool.bullshito.
• Hates me.
  

Anugerah Skrin

I went to Anugerah Skrin last night.Nothing happened tho.Sepi won and so does Di kala Malam Bulan Mengambang.Congratulations to both, specially to Mr Khabir Bhatia.To others who did not win, do try your best next time.It's a no-no time to loose. :)
The presenter,Adlin and Syuhada.They quite OK with presenting the award show.i like them both.i like Mr Os and Din Beramboi too.During commercial breaks,they perform their comedy stuff and it's funny!
No comment now,just want to share a little bit of pictures here.

If i were a boy - Beyonce

If I Were a Boy - Beyonce Knowles

[Verse]
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed


[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)


[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

[Vamp1]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

[Male]
You know when you act like that
I don't think you realize how it makes me look
or feel

[Beyonce]
Act like what
Why are you so jealous
It's not like i'm sleeping with the guy

[Male]
What

[Beyonce]
What

[Male]
I said yo
Why are you so jealous
It aint like I'm sleepin with the girl
[Vamp2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand (oh)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You'll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

Mixed

The one i know has truly gone,
The final touch has seems so pale,
But you the one i trust the most,
Come back and did the same mistake,
Oh how i know that you have changed.

And when you say it you left it all out,
But when you try to make it like you do,
You did the same mistake.

Can i just trust you like i do?
Before i go and die away.

I dont know

I dont know who to trust.Me or others.I have no faith in myself.Im becoming someone else that is totally an inverse of me.But sometimes i like it,i just dont know why.

But i dont know who to trust.

Sally's song

Sally's Song - OST Nightmare before christmas.

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one

I feel like dying

Know what,i feel like dying.after knowing each and every person's persona.I dont know why,you could do that thing to me for the 2nd time in less then one week.

Im sad.It's sadden me because,i trust you not to do those kinda stupid things.but not,you yourself knows how i truly feel about you.

You loosen my love to you.

Sad..

...Im not in the mood these days.Even im with my friends.

I dont know if i should forget them or not.Im confused...

Ikan Siakap masak 3 rasa.

It was Friday.Near Miharja,Cheras.

... Abg,nak makan ikan siakap masak 3 rasa? "OK.jumpa abg kat ampang." And i am like...

"YAY". :)

He's my brother who loves to treat me.Thanks to Danial for bringing me to meet my brother.I know he's something but,just ignore him for doing that kinda thing.