I feel tortured.

I am so tense right now.After i have finished my training and until now i did not have the answer yet.wether i have the job,or not.

I really like the job not just like but LOVE it so much till i could DIE if i did not get it.but the thing is that,i have this feelings that i might not get it.

Dear God, Please help me.I just can endure another pain right now.I need to have this job.I have to.Please God.Please.I beg You.Please.