Hurtful

Yes.It is very hurtful.Even without you realize it.And now,we couldn't be the same again i might say.It's kinda gloomy,today.With tears and me being so thoughtful of that one person.

It will never be the same again.And i might loose the one guy friend that i really in need for.FRIEND.But thinking about me having a new BF now,i guess he's my best guy friend now.

But still,i don't want to loose that other friend just besauce of this.But maybe,i am loosing him after all.

It will never be the same again after this,Khairul.I just wish you could say something.

Jaaney~