Happy.

At last,I'm happy.I could sense the happy thoughts again.It might for a while stand only,but at least I feel happy.Not because of the shoes or the FRIDAYS or the ‘jalan-jalan’ thingy.It is because at last i know i can handle my happiness at the most rough point in my life.Though it hurts but then i could forget everything when he’s there.I realize, he hurts too i guess.No,not guess.I know.He’s hurting deep inside.But then he could smile and i just hope that it’s not a fake one.

Lavayava, sayang!